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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
- g x% k6 X- s0 vparents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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$ N! r4 h0 F$ M8 f' o% XHe didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking/ X, |" @' G# c' T, U) K
classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring1 }+ F" o- N3 c
mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused
. L; M5 i, d" v% ito accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”& a# _: Z. G( _
Dudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he
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“The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest
9 ^1 z3 W/ x3 p) K d( F3 L; Zme, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a
/ S3 R7 w& {3 z. ecalligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
/ ?$ r, H, W) o4 s9 l pdrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space
8 |6 a0 Q" ~6 Dbetween different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
' F/ ?& @( F( [2 ^beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
' K$ z3 l% }; j) yfascinating.”
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of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great. G/ i2 s* {6 B; X6 `
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing/ }# `' z, C6 F; s; k6 O7 }
friendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that) B* l1 H( f7 i0 b1 _
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have' K; L0 C# e) \% Q) w
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just
- R$ B* I+ G& l" e0 L- T; m+ n& acopied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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4 h" j! G0 b$ tIn the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went) Y% O% |$ q0 K2 R0 z3 @
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals) p, Q$ q0 T4 N: \5 t& J
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
) \9 _2 u( `. u* Y1 U( z" K- rchange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and
' o/ o8 X8 y+ b# qwore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
; i% T" H+ t" [# X; N# ^needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic
& V- P; t% t9 _: k- e) l/ Wequipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan& f: o& Y! y2 `9 X9 q; {2 i% F
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to+ ^2 d1 e7 g) S
the stirrings of his own soul and personal quest for enlightenment., d9 A: n/ ]6 g; ^8 P, q7 @7 l6 _
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3 a l1 h F( [; {$ |( X( _“I came of age at a magical time,” he reflected later. “Our consciousness was raised by
* v) A2 U6 w, A7 B; KZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making' O) ^) l9 z; N4 Z
him more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important" k( `( E4 M% F! Y2 ^# P* d
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
9 [# Z/ m% Z" e& uremember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was $ M7 A% A w4 @
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3 \" X- s- E) G" i/ mATARI AND INDIA
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/ G2 u* A3 T: ]Zen and the Art of Game Design
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move
5 X" y# |( F' W! vback to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At" M: @8 _6 @& k2 P7 _
peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to8 y$ G4 ^8 q* G: p
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,
2 o5 b R$ l. n$ m- [# i: Ymake money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer+ r8 }) U9 |$ H' S* \4 s
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that
7 L3 F9 }0 m: ~9 F. U: che wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job. |" A P1 C- A/ j
& G+ ~" m/ t* s7 _8 s0 V$ h7 x& s; dAtari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic; m9 T. A# w+ B. ^; w% \2 _; e* _
visionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model4 ]: K3 {3 G, b w4 c1 d" B
waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
) o# r% z, W/ Q9 C2 p, Rsmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs" `) X" ^% i# r8 l5 ]6 W4 H9 r
would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate( v) _; _2 j; V
and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,; v5 c- }8 z# A3 W" c) g% `0 Z3 n
beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
6 X2 T1 @/ }7 l9 R2 b% g) hvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called
4 \ }4 u& y G3 E. Z( A5 S7 B& u- BPong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that& J D8 {& g. t9 g% E# l
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When Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was* G% v/ p. N" v1 n! ]
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s0 i0 u( C$ _# a; W( O' E. y. B
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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) V9 s, } E+ S: U1 S) wJobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for3 [1 O8 g( H) r( j( `; H' v5 r
$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But ! J" z: ?& t- V/ k3 `* ]$ B# W
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn
- R$ h& j* p5 T) D- N1 @assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
% c2 x- X, V/ `# xcomplained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
5 h. Y/ T$ e4 b4 o* gimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
4 k5 K. M7 {8 Q8 a" I, ?prevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower8 m0 t' a- ?2 @8 \+ `
regularly. It was a flawed theory.* L" d0 r1 `$ G8 f/ J
+ B; s6 o+ d1 p. r+ cLang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell* h1 \9 b4 w& T$ N4 b( ^9 {& t
and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
8 k5 J5 a0 j; m( l- s# w1 xSo I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after. @$ Y+ o/ k3 _6 V8 Y. P. a
Lang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became- ^' Y5 ?1 F) }% C
known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he1 ]7 X3 s8 {4 i0 b3 j
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that
. g' I" i: r# R" X4 y! _# Ajudgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.
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& d: K; b# H) O7 C: lDespite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
0 I W# b6 R; w8 U2 e- k! z8 u% pwas more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used
( ~2 E2 ]# g* u3 T, Xto discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more2 w5 I+ _; w6 W9 {
determined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict: A5 C1 S/ k. d S8 V9 X
people’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power) p' `$ b( b9 K$ Y/ Z
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Jobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs, i }( _% D9 `* R! O* m
and Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In& {3 l+ u7 S% E F7 z- o
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no9 y+ D4 I' W/ C0 {& y( \
manual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them3 g: K) G' E) @0 ~% |( h3 t
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid9 v% Q8 R. V8 c1 A3 W+ g. z
Klingons.”
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Not all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
m6 X& f$ C1 _: A, A# {& `draftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It0 @5 x9 x I- h6 U& t" v9 ^: y
subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
" C, k! |" L; o, L* u' D; R* Byour own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had) F5 [- ]7 ~; V9 v9 M( @
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;+ U* D/ t" s% m
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But# @5 E; s' P G
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest
3 H! E2 `( t& p! ^& yway to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
3 `, O; B& k" O8 ]6 O5 {, kstart his own business.”
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6 l2 k7 G* |5 k/ R) ?One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in
' \! p5 s$ a+ L! iphilosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell$ q2 o; K6 X4 ]: S4 q: S
him. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said
; p7 E) {( y* X- tyes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He. Y5 n0 ?+ p x) ~: P: v- [+ E' r
planted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful 5 N$ b# V4 i* ~, O) Q6 M$ Z5 v' {% ^
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woman, what do you feel?” Wayne replied, “It’s like when you look at a beautiful horse.# r g. q, m( a% n$ o6 |, ^
You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
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8 l' \, k7 d) @: vat Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my+ X# \9 H0 J) }- k
whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
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India
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One reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert2 ]4 Q5 u& T& r, a
Friedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
& J7 n A+ c& j6 }, U; r! ?spiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
8 G, F6 H' Q$ q0 |2 f# K6 O0 Lwho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do8 r8 t: W/ ?# r
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere
- |, ]/ p5 s' z. M3 Q% Gadventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
1 }( [# K# m' ?enlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds
7 }7 ~1 U6 ]1 R1 [* I; [7 nthat Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
! V4 M& \; G5 N! ]in him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,* ]% R' w; P5 b9 |* q7 p
the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
1 f: Z4 v1 J& k" o$ d9 `9 `find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
: L* y- m* n- S5 _% V; _6 L# x3 ~pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and
! x1 e/ o, R8 Oshipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a1 n. w# x5 m$ u
wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the( T1 ^) C$ H; {' {2 s
American rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
I2 e3 I' W+ c4 oEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
, P( I% Y* P' S6 N- ^: h7 k4 \then offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to! X$ [/ ]" S/ S/ Q
India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the) a( q! f# u+ M8 t! Y ^
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”0 k4 I; k, l8 F
( W& j) V1 T/ R4 }/ O5 NJobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the8 n3 H# F4 o. g% u% m+ {
process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that
3 @! i9 w& O+ Vhe dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’+ n0 C( ^% @5 J% m) v$ w& ^
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more3 w1 O& o: G/ [& @8 s& [
guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
) x- i: C" z& W# Y1 z1 gwas upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even
# f* M+ x2 s( k0 Q* v9 Xhave a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.& z; k* U; H3 n8 t
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He had a better time when he took the train to see the distributor in Turin, where the2 n0 h. |3 w( S j' I7 [
Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of/ V" O& r# B, a6 d$ U; R; p& w8 ~
weeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor" \: E: x8 c& }8 X- ]$ p3 Y
took me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.6 o) U: G4 a/ @$ B8 v
You’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve
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+ _% [1 G1 o, E2 V2 {# ?/ Hfor the chairman of Fiat. It was really super.” He next went to Lugano, Switzerland, where
: F3 v& n$ n$ W# g1 D2 @" yhe stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.' D8 f. S" }7 Q1 ~$ p
6 Q: n$ _% x/ p8 u6 W9 xWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,/ Q& C) |+ q4 g: G- t# {# M2 N
even though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he
5 P6 g. n2 T' R$ }3 V0 Bwent to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
; `( }6 I) i9 [8 ~because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
. I: y8 V6 H* M( m' p* ]/ [filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really
8 C0 @: ^2 W( N1 V. ]sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”/ Z" k2 M: g7 s6 M
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Once he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
! V8 b3 Y& E9 \9 [. ?- Ehe headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which/ q- W+ Q6 K/ j/ t9 }
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into5 m( Y8 a% ~0 p) }
a town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all
~. B5 J0 [) C7 X: `0 Caround. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you: P) n! a1 D- G+ ]
name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”8 s% M% m* f. ~7 \4 c5 Q: J- p
) U8 u( C/ P* @He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.
% a2 f& c' y! _That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
" W% a/ A1 }: s9 nno longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
) |0 s7 e. e; gfloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
% `+ F$ r" W3 Y% A) Y# Rwas a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,
! T" E9 P( V# \9 o( q1 L/ fand I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
' s' W9 W6 G! v" n! f# E5 Bvillage to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the" D% H% {5 _5 y" t1 Q' ~7 ^% |
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate" X* L! h/ {+ r- C0 f8 E6 ]
smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He
# A! ]! ^1 R, c+ c0 C, D% l. ebecame Jobs’s lifelong friend.
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& M& T" ^5 m1 F3 W7 a8 KAt one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of2 d2 Y& Y5 }3 @5 \+ x0 \3 e
his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a# N' a8 r# J0 h5 X# M: s3 P' j; l
spiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
5 ^# i5 x+ @/ M' ?# @meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
7 ~! N) z/ T; n$ z' n! j& Ithe holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
* h9 {9 P, b% Z. x5 dat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
% M$ |1 \. j' _9 d: r. j: Mtooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this
7 j6 ]4 H, [2 x4 t6 d6 kattention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
( d; R0 M2 Y7 ]' V3 xhim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out
% u( G O9 m! xthis straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
( H+ @7 V5 a- e4 k" a1 J! Aof soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He* ^1 |6 Y5 ?1 B" A
told me that he was saving my health.”
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New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs
' E3 ^) ?7 P: L' `$ Mwas no longer trying to find a guru who could impart wisdom, but instead was seeking 1 O4 b+ v5 d) s% S( K( N$ k4 G
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achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
4 O$ G* i5 E" X5 f; i6 vHindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the" t( q' r$ b+ L, l+ Z& j' p
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# b: v1 ^& O/ l' Z/ }Yet Jobs could also be generous. When they got to the town of Manali, Kottke’s
' v0 r6 A$ J5 l/ f+ G! q! m/ csleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses
7 f6 h6 R0 b% w6 E) K; ~: y ^and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
0 W( U' |6 D* q6 ]2 b6 d. h5 Gmoney, $100, to tide him over.( @; x* C6 k: X! `( F+ @, v
/ V5 z! V. D0 u9 @! @+ N' l6 d6 NDuring his seven months in India, he had written to his parents only sporadically,- Q$ Y: D- J, L; ^- [0 O- N) \% K
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they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
- z! j( v) V' c. F. K( A7 rto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
1 M* s: [" D+ \3 Nwas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from
2 a. z% A' g1 z+ athe sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times% [7 t0 M# E3 E* Q# b
and finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”
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with many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate1 V' S3 [. `1 j% O% `
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enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
- z7 x. k- o/ G7 `. q: uhe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the$ X+ D0 E9 s. G! {
emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
) r* U7 `) H2 ?& dThey learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is
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- Z) y& M: Y: E* U$ G# K7 s* L sworld as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see
( q; s7 l: g, X+ w7 r( jhow restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
$ a4 D/ v5 l ^' p: `& [calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition5 P$ U! e, F9 W) ~4 W3 y
starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your% Q, p8 R9 T) J
mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much
3 D8 g6 l: ]& W. P5 N6 wmore than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.4 X7 `% e8 y3 x \8 D L9 {4 w& j
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1 t5 V, B9 B7 @6 E4 k ~& o. C; Egoing to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
( v; R; R7 p; O8 A/ O2 {7 K3 M: I6 Mme to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
6 K5 @3 Q6 d( ylearned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet
) H% T* E! E# T& |% ga teacher, one will appear next door.
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, f* M1 b" Y6 _6 `; N* @2 d- X5 ?wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to# x- ?( A9 s9 {$ v n+ ?
Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
- L# Z+ Y& c# n6 i+ Lfollowers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
9 j' I- m5 r9 n N8 Icenter there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann5 R, R% L9 P& ]2 E6 Y, ]% K
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on
+ Z; \- i7 O! l. ]* uretreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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; n s4 m. l, j3 C1 n$ k7 y. GKottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would
7 ~! b% M* r5 N: Y% Z8 U3 Ospeak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,2 e! V) m- Z0 P# u* O
and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a5 x5 a+ C3 v; G$ t4 a3 z" x- ~
kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s
2 c6 p$ A O% @4 Smeditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to
) F; O! O/ c* T1 I4 M3 Wtune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
2 R9 j6 A, t: g. m I( X* r1 A" bwhen it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus6 U4 h: M7 i/ X' g! w+ Z
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( n8 R' x* u) W! X$ R! @4 Kjust generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost
- _$ B0 i( z3 e) Q& odaily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up% x4 d( v" `$ R9 l1 R9 R
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse. o6 I0 P9 Z6 |$ Z6 |/ o" p
at Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
. I& _+ [7 [( C Z: ohim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They! }6 L: G( v' E8 R# P5 `
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but6 H6 l# k& G% n0 }- K
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual2 H- M9 r) D; d$ V! r# g( h
side while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;# p2 _7 ?; |! w2 p( }
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. 7 N& H& N4 B6 f% X& }" Y& a
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U0 n* G' ^6 u5 zJobs’s compulsive search for self-awareness also led him to undergo primal scream H; b! B5 `- V" S( n$ u+ g' D
therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
d) j# J2 t1 n( k( k$ c# Xpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that
4 L' G0 A I5 ] ^! C6 ^$ npsychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that
9 X$ r7 b( C2 F( X8 | x4 Mthey could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the6 B( P) h8 G8 i9 C% p
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it% \$ ~& J+ m( K" L
involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
9 Z3 V6 U4 m. l# a7 Vwas not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your
$ i+ y5 b) [) j" peyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”. E: r+ `" T( {2 G" O: g* {0 `
' [" N% P$ I, _& p! aA group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old
6 w: C* S \: k# `& |: q; m* ^& ~hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose& J* @3 m# O* d' b
All One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course1 Q0 s* e1 g( c4 F' P
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted
( w* ?# ^6 }0 i; Jto go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”2 r9 ~1 [& [' c7 V6 k1 o
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Jobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being
! l) n9 k$ N. T7 C* ?/ ?put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound* u, e) l' y6 O" e+ z6 u
desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.% O% O( ~# i$ W# g4 z
He had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate7 D6 p( |. p9 e1 I8 t
students at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
2 D" n8 S) \$ ~ thiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want6 @9 s; k0 l. j4 ~9 @) ]' z, L
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.
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“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth
' \* R0 @6 H& [& _. ?. e" FHolmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs( C0 i. g1 r( g. y! A/ `1 R
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”9 i; x1 s3 R3 x: i3 Y% B9 E
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching" T5 Y! ]6 A& i- b
about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal+ ?) }9 u9 {! Y1 Z7 Q5 D1 b
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his! Y0 d9 L5 Y+ |/ M: W* m
frustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been- ?' M8 i! f* h% G
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of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with
: z, L( x% c) K+ b$ U( L. NLennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been; H$ D. |1 t: P3 M6 u0 n! w
killed when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
' b! e$ n: J" t5 GDaddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.- f) J3 b* _# y- Q$ n' x
! { c0 r" M, G" gJobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-6 e9 |2 N/ E5 |) b! i) `1 W2 b
made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
9 n) E0 z$ t8 I& h3 ?obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it
+ X" T' [7 I o, D- Amade him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very " C4 ]9 t. t+ T/ _% @2 V
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) l3 h5 i: G0 R0 w6 p$ e3 O% dabrasive personality, but there was a peace about him for a while. His confidence improved
* z4 B* a! W [6 T2 a4 L# zand his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”( a# V) s o# }# c$ @: N
1 C" Z) v7 Y8 Q/ w% u- tJobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus
4 v. Q0 M0 A) y+ C) ~$ `" y: S% Bpush them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke7 T0 b1 D) s9 H% C
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past. B- m4 F; Z7 E
friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero. X6 Q8 z: C6 R$ ]
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
" t7 T8 R/ X) M3 U4 C2 M+ ecome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though4 t- n" T& Y/ ?: G
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
9 `" m* T" s( Z- Ebehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
% F4 q( w9 h* E6 t3 S. [“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
! g- m( d+ H9 E" xto sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
- K/ y% X3 V9 o9 S: g! Wlife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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It was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
- o3 m9 }$ M3 C' l! lyou trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should% m5 L/ J5 a; i( w3 j
happen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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& |. M$ G5 v4 u( _9 XOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
) M& ~. P1 M* z5 @) `" uburst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,
[2 ]6 n. A6 e) a* Iwhich he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.
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“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I
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+ H) i; B/ _6 y! @' |Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was
: C& N0 A' y3 U$ G- C8 _- Yliving in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out
9 W2 B; K8 L1 s0 j2 Gand play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley," p* m1 v/ M; b
and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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7 v* Y$ v: o5 O& h3 U0 m% C6 IOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom
' G6 m% d* A3 O9 wthat paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of2 O! q. n- |. H. I0 `, p
competing against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick+ V) |( V4 x7 l
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
" N5 q, ^6 r* z. g/ h! @5 Yand asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip" V1 \% b+ P5 H0 J
fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he
( M. D( F. j) M/ ~) ?3 i+ Wassumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I8 ~% A) S6 Y& k) r* G+ p
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( `- ]8 A2 E2 `/ fWozniak was thrilled when Jobs asked him to help and proposed splitting the fee. “This
! W* _* h8 k# fwas the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”0 ?3 i( K1 a1 Q+ Z# |
he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.
) B7 `$ t; J! J3 kWhat he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because! s! W* L0 E( ~, @
he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
& y8 Q3 i2 q, s* N' u* M9 Q5 Mmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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& Y. q9 f/ I: ~“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
" M! @( Y: [* t% mthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he( F) T6 \- ?% g
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
g2 y5 R( C4 |) l! U' i# O( Bhis design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
! l9 l; I$ I2 z1 D8 \+ ^+ J3 ?night. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it" i8 a- H. B8 j) P; D; }0 Z
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent4 T: F# E8 |9 X* F
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”
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6 g$ b- b5 M8 H% t6 A- JAstonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only# V) V6 J, m9 o% V- \9 a/ T# i3 l! k
forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
- e- l' k6 ~! F& \9 U8 N4 |3 Hof the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another
4 r( d" u! R% g$ f7 |ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of# N( ? @& m* b0 n2 O* J4 b
Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
1 e- Y( I P) n! l/ Jand he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there
/ N* u6 o* Y7 ~5 { ^: s9 d9 Hare long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
+ b* Y7 `! b/ j' V& rhe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to
, T& u% T; O; Z4 C7 ~8 whim. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental O1 C) F" k. y, i! C& \
difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
6 p$ z# K0 ^* |, Y2 T5 |6 Dwhy he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.; _9 u, E+ w$ @- p
“But, you know, people are different.”8 K* E8 {% j0 C# z. D/ |3 i
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When Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me
% B7 Q. f4 x, ~$ B6 {that he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember
( k+ C# y' Q9 K) Bit, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became" m" |: u$ C) [; s8 B/ g
unusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I a2 @$ i* p* f
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stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got' w6 c1 J" M' {' F _- E0 k
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4 {6 d4 [( i2 i# k4 R5 EWozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
8 o |+ w2 Z7 Sme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350
; o* {! t g# i5 M2 a3 S( `, t( |check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
4 f d& }0 v3 {, `talking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there
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& T6 g% h# R: `4 V5 cWhatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a
+ s# I y1 _9 \4 W4 U" d9 u3 ecomplex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
- l& G3 a% D9 E( K1 T) r8 smake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he# c4 F, ?& A1 \- ^0 p9 m3 T
also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
; W% T; Y) _1 }9 }, Tpoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”
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7 c6 o Z- d+ `* \The Atari experience helped shape Jobs’s approach to business and design. He* a2 E1 z+ m$ D# O/ g' n% O
appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That& }. b( p- y3 p
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Wayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t. h3 ^5 y0 z! z1 S" W& {) B5 {5 K
take no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how1 Z( a+ C! }# k0 E- d$ F
things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same9 i5 M. z/ y. V' Z9 @5 @9 P F
driven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a$ v7 c& X+ ^# b" M; ~
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taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend
' l; |' o3 |$ m- }5 Y; U* mto be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”0 {% X2 F& V* e- f' N
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents( p$ V/ y* f$ c2 C
flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of- O) N* K; C- {2 ]/ ~; H5 U6 _
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game
3 a* a. G+ a" l6 Ldesigners, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
: o/ _! ]' S; C; o% z7 Qphreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t9 Y+ E6 ?1 m$ E
conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
" x0 p7 J$ D9 d& G. v! Fsubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;/ t6 ?% R+ L, E& \ F
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,. n- ]6 o7 @5 e6 k. h# D/ M. \
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken
[- e9 T( k& b$ _Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that/ E' J9 T/ [" N; Y1 Q1 Z# f
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s$ B2 Q& R" e4 E- f
beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech% E0 n5 a% i c% S! a- A, B: C5 G+ H
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing+ `# V W: |0 Q/ ]8 R- s+ Y* o
paths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream& z, L( ^ T! p7 r: F
and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est./ K5 @3 {% O6 d$ h
This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
6 m M @3 S! N7 ` pembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
3 n6 U7 ^- E4 @3 E' X. IStanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just& n3 j8 l" S% a5 [8 [: w$ {/ n+ B
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came from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so
& p& P1 v- \0 t# Zdid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”: m# }9 } E+ v8 ?
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the
3 U% ~# M, t* ~/ y3 A; scounterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and
3 l. t; M. \) t9 _( P6 z9 sthe power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that7 a3 L$ c9 Q$ r; ?: r! D/ L
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An5 x, t' R$ M& u2 z, ]
injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
) n( a# J& L. f/ Jironic phrase of the antiwar Left.
7 d0 U1 ~: N% \, ~But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
& e! ?2 D* g: t% sa tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and. ?2 ^: W( V+ w* q& i
liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the( g% n) b+ W( }& O( N
computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
. D4 P% v; r, O3 ?Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the" L% ^2 v1 ?( {! T& m% |5 O0 w7 i
cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had! P- Y, f) R/ G+ h |/ J6 h$ `- ^
become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot) x( r! N. Z* H# s# p( q3 u
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with
7 Q2 D3 M8 j$ l \! A$ G( thim why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up. }. J$ h2 G: V' @( [& J+ y
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
) x3 y9 m9 Z2 p f$ Acentury were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because$ c; P# G$ Q0 k% J
they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,
/ S$ ?8 h/ O) U5 [! k: QGermany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
1 L2 l8 P1 f8 ^4 r; P- Fanarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
4 I& A( l$ f6 SOne person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause
( D. n+ W- J, a( a: a$ owith the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over2 ~; b* Q- _1 t- l' Q
many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.9 s4 n# K4 a# f9 T) P* {
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
) Q% }& _2 K2 [; |+ K1 Sappeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked0 ]$ L+ @) P. d, {% x
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies" E& m- g4 U) I" F$ g* S# U1 N9 P
called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the: n8 V# n7 t7 T6 V' J1 T& f0 H
embodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called4 W; l1 N/ ~* O* X
hackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
0 A% W) i: k4 F- c% T0 T, Z+ hThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”3 u) w2 R' g: h B" W8 k% T
Brand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful
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subtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be
/ Y* {4 l. X* |, ?our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
2 e5 |1 H4 t& S7 w" e# l: fpower is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own# [) ?, F% ^ `. k* C9 N
inspiration, shape his own environment, and share his adventure with whoever is interested.
3 h, N% J L% @+ wTools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”, M, U; y4 h5 M
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4 U$ v$ i g2 Hmechanisms that work reliably.”
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Jobs became a Whole Earth fan. He was particularly taken by the final issue, which came
+ m( k+ X3 e( w C& `! ^out in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
0 C+ I' ], b G( q8 |3 Ythen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a
( s; |6 _# h# a6 v7 x! Aphotograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking
, X# l3 j9 R0 d; f- D# K4 w$ F" eon if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
X: w9 c4 l1 p- |# Y0 o4 OBrand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog8 `% P. d. `8 N1 l0 `, ?
sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he' j' j0 @/ @; \' ]# q6 C
said. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”# ]2 U- D( q, I" j6 }1 d
Brand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
, Z4 m& j; ]. |! ]dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch* d9 m6 Q* J9 R
the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and" Q: o& \5 z% F- i6 J
organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional$ p1 E+ ` Z& m9 k. x, n
Wednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,8 f4 x% f! S/ c9 [4 [) q; W& q
decided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,; p; e3 e8 `/ K! h, Z
which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—& E: X9 D8 c8 M, j5 K
just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for: Z7 R/ j% S, d+ Y- D* g' h3 K
hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the
2 x, w+ n: g' D6 {+ d. r/ @6 J- G: lmagazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming. ]6 j& i, j. U+ w6 Z9 e+ a' u8 }
language, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
3 f. H* e7 a; vAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first
# B2 p* F# q2 B4 Q ~* ]meeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.% x6 V4 h x1 i# @ M
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The group became known as the Homebrew Computer Club, and it encapsulated the Whole
2 @! [3 N9 O4 ?! ?Earth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal% J0 O1 s' X H5 h
computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.4 ^$ E5 [( Q9 P7 Z. x2 u0 ], j7 Q; K
Johnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for9 w9 E4 O/ T% T+ P
the first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
3 H- I6 @! M {" l0 ebuilding your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to8 p. E1 e) j+ o1 k( g9 {+ l7 x
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Allen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed
3 q+ z8 t- {) ^4 Y$ q! Wto go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”
, ^& z/ Z8 z( p+ ]1 RWozniak recalled. About thirty other people showed up, spilling out of French’s open8 K' b9 `- ?# P4 u* _
garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to6 u: E. W: J5 K' O T' A4 h
being extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific0 Q9 D0 O, v$ a" ^' U
calculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
Z; d% |) ?' [* N) M; j( S( Z! s0 jThere was a demonstration of the new Altair, but more important to Wozniak was seeing% n! `1 i! `( d5 k2 I7 |2 M3 @0 J
the specification sheet for a microprocessor.
( t* P( \. c" Q/ N7 l5 ?4 l% N, tAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing$ k8 M: g+ z5 Q, K1 u" R) Q7 S+ b" T0 K/ E
unit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and
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4 y+ X* c' f6 O0 J Mmonitor, that would connect to a distant minicomputer. Using a microprocessor, he could
e6 o# A* T3 y! Mput some of the capacity of the minicomputer inside the terminal itself, so it could become
l: f; |* h4 R9 a$ ia small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and# B1 R- P+ W/ e. Y/ R8 P2 h
computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer E" m5 {4 \$ B; x+ |/ Q
just popped into my head,” he said. “That night, I started to sketch out on paper what would
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At first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.
& M) D1 _7 t. D, C3 bBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.
, Y- V, u" f4 r$ K8 NHe found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
+ H! k: h7 ?* J5 u$ m% Z: W1 kThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but+ \: {. C5 |: C
cost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
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computers were incompatible with it.
4 A: A: W' e2 G% D. Y' `After work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to
; W7 ]1 `% L3 Y# Imoonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their- Y6 O+ C1 L. s6 Z
placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software
( T) S0 a* }/ D& Y* f5 X5 cthat would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
/ o6 B! n6 D/ U- _8 q6 o# Kafford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he' C# ~' f3 m1 e6 a3 B& _3 _
was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters7 \) V* @7 o3 r, |7 _
were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal9 O/ R1 S4 E* a. E. |, V4 _5 z
computer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a
8 }- m% j2 y! |0 ncharacter on a keyboard and seen it show up on their own computer’s screen right in front8 _& [8 |+ I! D$ o/ h
of them.”
( Y& x9 E7 {6 h) DJobs was impressed. He peppered Wozniak with questions: Could the computer ever be
- G0 I& h' c4 y$ [, i1 a2 h6 Onetworked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz/ |! Z, a& x: [ u( `5 _
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
( C3 L+ \) J8 R6 nJobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort" w1 s( ]" `0 ?" [! G1 c3 I6 u
of person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could' C* @2 N1 c2 ~% }9 n7 n# E
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Jobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and- T+ a& @# [0 e( B# t4 o" B3 z
helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and
, q6 ?7 a& _9 p; e% zhad been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
# g9 k; h/ W- k, g) i5 q' Twith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the) B5 K: I1 c" t$ q' a7 u3 o/ W* ~
merger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering. }+ b- `$ u/ `' `
school dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had
8 x+ s8 h7 S" H' U( G7 P' p( Y1 ?written for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a) n9 R- s3 d/ o( N: s
computer engineer.
5 V8 [+ t8 y ?5 OWoz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
5 r% [5 ^5 H3 J! C4 |machine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill5 N: T; P, K6 z, ]) u" q2 E# C
in the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
8 W& h* f2 p: U& q P2 B! \the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
) m1 U0 B" Z' z- \that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
) a6 Q9 S! q" t4 |1 d! \& ]because I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak. ) B4 L- `* a. }/ B
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completed their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
1 H$ q/ {2 c/ u0 l3 p6 e/ THomebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what
2 @8 D1 L! h! T* j5 V% |' U2 S) V# kwould become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,2 |, O9 w9 Q& p; p+ }8 r
most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software+ K9 G6 g; t" i: m! P; K1 c: M
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appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”
8 t! z" j+ _* Z" fSteve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue
9 Y+ a/ c: e5 L8 k. ]4 vBox or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies
0 I+ r, N* F0 j( {3 aof his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
" a7 H: x% D: U- t. iargued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of2 G! \1 `6 j3 h% p
their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make: K4 H$ a/ T, g$ m. t) w6 E
money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
7 m1 m. M* r4 B( t1 x: Wthat on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s6 S' {( y+ D0 O
hold them in the air and sell a few.’”
6 Y. s/ P3 q) ^. QJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then2 g4 @" c, j9 f5 s- b; y
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
4 [9 q9 S: Z# F' n2 @4 T/ c+ u* osell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
3 q% H7 J8 R' c! s' y% Icould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He! G7 D" r+ H% ?5 {& z# h- S [6 Q" e
was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each) o/ R8 [4 e* H
month in cash.
! x0 C$ B+ _6 U8 T$ J* aJobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make* f& w* n! j. r+ U% U
money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
) l. O' @% _' o; M2 _we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in* ~8 J+ O: |5 q, |& k* L
our lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any/ W& s$ \* H1 O
prospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two2 n% p4 ?# k+ {% |0 X H& _" q
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”; C) C& w* t' i! a. M
In order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,2 ~5 h: I6 K7 w$ V
though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
4 u" F, i4 U/ t tVolkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
, a: T1 j$ ]( m1 Z6 ~+ ^. B, O4 mand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.3 z! o4 Q) z! v
Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
w6 d k/ Q8 H$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own9 k+ r3 D3 A$ S
computer company.
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3 S8 f( I, _$ B. |9 T |Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
9 j/ Y. e8 \8 f# ~5 Kanother visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,4 ]4 I3 d& h- ?4 X# R6 h7 Z4 n
and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied' P% x/ o! [9 U& S
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some8 E b6 u/ P% w! k1 Y4 K g
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal0 Y( _* Y: p, C
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start 1 g. S$ D8 Z& m! i( i
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