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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
3 D* A: N# P9 S! sparents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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+ Q# a- g& x) y$ s( OHe didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking$ x& k: C8 t, L- h1 W5 e+ D
classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring
' H# A0 A$ N7 A1 q) Qmind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused1 j9 n& _( h7 z6 S0 l* o1 `/ G
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”4 @" x& ]# n4 B! [0 v3 C* U
Dudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he
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me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a% v4 x8 H7 K& m) k
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
! G- W T- S d3 f4 vdrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space9 C0 K' B" E2 r) \% ^' |
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
2 J2 W3 S# ~% O* T- g5 K; |beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
+ p% P, I% l& A; e8 Rfascinating.”
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}/ \9 {# Y3 @6 a8 l' c5 D. X/ g; a: lIt was yet another example of Jobs consciously positioning himself at the intersection6 J: d: l/ D% H
of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great1 Q* `3 Z. z: \2 @
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
/ b D% g: `9 U3 zfriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that/ u0 s$ b5 c: F/ ~" _8 j* ~
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have
/ ~1 m- w) P) ~never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just/ C3 y! r* o) k
copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”8 f2 D0 S( @& c; f
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In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went' [' \( Z2 U% U3 w: }
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals5 q" F5 D% a9 h% U
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare- _* e4 g3 _% w4 F7 @5 T
change, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and! O: T2 @- A& D+ X& C
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he- n$ S# I9 F0 e$ b/ h: d, V$ @1 ]
needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic
) b& s5 z- y- w& m P) wequipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan# s" X/ l' C8 }( l
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to
$ ?4 C* `% U, `1 U! ythe stirrings of his own soul and personal quest for enlightenment.
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$ [5 j* \" {( Z“I came of age at a magical time,” he reflected later. “Our consciousness was raised by
& r" y. r! z; R: L" uZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
6 S. A! P h& A) qhim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important
6 F; k+ t# n. G" y5 X; Kthings in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
5 E5 s3 F8 U) w$ q3 O6 R9 `4 aremember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was
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: u8 B# G7 d- i1 qimportant—creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the
1 l* a1 f' N- h3 c& K$ i1 n7 ystream of history and of human consciousness as much as I could.”9 ?8 }. I2 b9 \/ b" V
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. Y& M, B) G* ^( B, YATARI AND INDIA
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Zen and the Art of Game Design
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move# T3 a5 W2 n) k% |- X: [3 f3 f, e1 [
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
/ s8 z1 Y$ e f& cpeak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to
" Q+ K4 f; G4 { i* Nsixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,
, u" n2 J* t$ kmake money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer
& F8 q& C) F1 E+ K, ?Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that
7 f) m9 a: d3 H) o8 ahe wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.1 j0 K: w8 H; ]% k2 y" O
2 h! z+ _; c6 `. j8 J% |0 ?Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
8 m* i) C4 H' G2 c! h6 D- mvisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
, U( B' m- _' A- ~waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
4 m, I, e: P1 d" B1 s; Q0 ]smoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
. T0 c5 Y% I( q/ C/ o1 Rwould learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
# X, }, \- K, d7 f! _and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,- M* L! o: o7 t9 w
beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the! F+ h! P8 i5 q1 Q6 X0 s9 u" y
vision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called5 w- L7 a* m2 x' n! P5 X% @: C
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that
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When Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was: I6 p/ S. Q# O0 r$ P
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s
: `3 E b1 [4 l) d1 e; T' M/ s2 _not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
. A) c7 B6 L- y& J& r7 C2 d, ghim on in!”
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Jobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn6 ]. p4 v/ [# l, j0 ]& W; o2 L
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
, V( a$ {3 j7 H* M! m. {complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s; Q7 R$ n" ]3 e/ G+ ~: V4 r
impossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
# v$ @' A9 p- M5 S3 K0 @1 d5 Yprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
* |0 X& T) u1 w- J/ g: \- v' ~regularly. It was a flawed theory.
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell
/ I" L' E& J }. K! O8 n( L3 kand behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.4 f9 ]' i ]/ X3 A
So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
# v1 K. s6 P! A$ U% X+ ILang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
+ u& e" |0 j% \9 g) Y" [. pknown for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he4 }/ h0 Q" n6 x: q" o1 s! ?; ~
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that
5 S1 ?+ X% f( w2 S P. j, `judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.
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5 B7 c" ?" t* w& ~4 \2 {Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
; A* C! Q2 ?9 [& v. Dwas more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used0 @- W% ?: g' B5 o% ~: T) h* K
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more0 p: c/ j9 v/ J- _! _
determined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
+ I- Z8 J/ |! ]/ k1 rpeople’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power( X* @, ?9 ? w ]1 W+ w
of the will to bend reality.
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( g: W8 j6 n5 W" |- n# hJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,* R! D; N4 |, S+ j! Y: h0 {
and Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In
5 Z: o0 w2 X$ D- |* V1 n2 kaddition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no- W3 U) g; i* o' j
manual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them( |6 U5 J" S* K, f7 g: ~% e2 {
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid0 o, G s: N% ^: T; Y
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K" ~, M; w; a" q4 BNot all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a: z6 T4 E* h; _; u
draftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
: \$ f+ U) o* dsubsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
/ P# [6 Z, `* c% C: ?your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had0 m) `1 q! Q& K5 _+ p$ u; [
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;% f; ~' o* I* E
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But
% x" `+ H5 o+ [. W0 V5 d; f" {Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest! H4 Q; ^' I2 r' {& Z3 f$ l( w! L
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to+ P5 R" T' k+ O) _, _1 C( j
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One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in5 ?5 O: O0 s I5 x, f
philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
: c1 L W1 K4 {1 Ihim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said. y( `; U4 B. u7 B
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
3 s" l$ n P; w5 w b5 Lplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful
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woman, what do you feel?” Wayne replied, “It’s like when you look at a beautiful horse.
- ]* C, E2 I( p4 \& {You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it9 L ?; {" v/ A$ I+ S1 G0 Q! q" k5 J
is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody' o- C9 a0 q' n2 B6 H+ {8 k( l
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my5 \2 x+ L1 i' t$ C
whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
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Friedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
9 y+ [8 ?, K+ yspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
* `, V. a4 d, A& J6 Xwho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do" t- P* Q1 ^* d
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere: g" J4 n! }: x2 P2 @9 v$ ?, [ G6 g
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
, A+ `4 Y9 @9 L5 J( j6 v3 E- Genlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds4 Z7 S1 e9 W+ G! a o
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole6 V3 K- o' {% ]
in him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,5 L; b9 e" q( ]$ s1 m- N! C( m6 s
the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
0 R) P0 o. b. \% Z- W6 bfind my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
. [' a* a) w3 p P3 |6 I8 [pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and' {0 S4 ]- D4 T
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a/ w: j4 S m8 M8 x+ L" J& k7 R. `
wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
3 e+ K: s; e& Q h5 ?American rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
$ t4 Z, f+ |% }, Y9 w: ?7 rEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
6 L* }" W |8 S8 n e7 jthen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
* A; Y8 c0 M' ]& X/ w4 CIndia from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the8 r9 h6 y0 N1 Z" Q: a
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”
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Jobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the$ _/ ?& ?2 w, X
process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that
2 d5 |; Q) F4 R" |0 yhe dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’7 w# q! t6 T. w7 L A6 Y8 N' O
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more8 S4 t; O+ c, ]& T6 Q1 ], L
guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs6 Z* J9 Q9 D9 ]
was upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even
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Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
" W l: B$ ]. I; D u; I! aweeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor
' |6 i0 p4 f+ ctook me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
* ~) Y: Z# R. _! r/ IYou’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve 8 K. \3 R: d% I4 X: p3 u
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: l# N8 B0 H/ a% W8 p9 The stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.1 B# E2 B) T6 L2 G: O
) C; c. j1 ~6 x* gWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
# |: h0 I5 _( }! N0 V6 u5 y- oeven though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he4 T( ]; F; _ `7 Y
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,( c, R6 q) F. S# V3 z0 V. ?7 N
because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
4 j5 y8 r! t0 b% Wfiltered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really6 ]! z! M' z* \2 S" t- H8 Y5 j& ~ e
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”) w0 u, @7 {( c
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he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which! e9 l+ B. s8 v4 b- Y! W7 K6 y$ `$ Q$ a
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
3 s3 T6 ?+ u; n: s) W# V+ m6 L" ya town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all
4 Z4 S4 W# R$ l2 T( ]0 w# Caround. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
. z7 R1 S- {% N5 q+ S: a+ Wname it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”
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( Q$ q" C7 G2 ^/ _) JHe went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.3 D$ d1 W5 t) i0 y- S: S- _
That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
, u! R! m) i6 _no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
1 O) t/ a' M# S4 e6 a7 ?floor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There1 N! d* ?( v% U8 j( s/ K
was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left, C& `8 u3 {: x; \. {# w+ ]7 @3 I( j
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from3 [ \- a# s& ?% N
village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the
4 N4 F$ |: ^$ f/ x4 d8 A9 Ncommunity there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
! D: A7 M; `9 ^& Dsmallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He
, i G" q, ~) T+ ^& `1 j1 dbecame Jobs’s lifelong friend.
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At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of
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meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
4 s4 a4 Q K3 g8 `5 |% Dthe holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed4 A: J- j4 @. B: H9 {: _+ F9 J
at him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a/ S- S. ~2 q j; M6 k
tooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this5 O8 I% _! R8 G) L% O
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
$ o) t; j8 _; r7 Lhim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out
' X# o" t( w* j. |; I* m0 uthis straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar) c0 b! N( c7 b* z
of soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He4 ~& r! L4 {% Y1 x+ ^
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1 w! m2 E& H0 [0 F' }2 m3 _3 p' hNew Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs6 m8 K5 f6 T( u) K2 ^, K
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achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a6 n# U" K0 B+ T" v. a3 G
Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
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1 n5 H& q, M5 u7 T6 a9 Nsleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses4 z$ P d; H- n; y" b; }9 r
and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
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! |# q9 k4 X8 @' a' p3 }getting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so, M1 s; {/ h" t
they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
+ S u u. ~+ K9 `! l1 Z9 Z( vto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I, |# z9 I3 E2 R; o* X) a7 G3 Z& W: T
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the sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times0 J; ?. z* ?, ]. i5 U q- x$ C
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* u) q. M9 d" {# Q! [4 M( JThey took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
% G# H- \4 C" q# h% V7 F1 z2 X. ]with many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate5 y, O! _- a5 y/ y8 C
and study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at, |4 L+ o6 u0 D$ n3 ^! W5 Y; J
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Jobs’s interest in Eastern spirituality, Hinduism, Zen Buddhism, and the search for
9 q6 F% w% F) _! h) Nenlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life/ }7 L% ?2 ?9 _3 ?+ G
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5 V; N% v0 V7 g& N6 Zemphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively0 }5 b# F; ^4 |1 T2 L) |+ t
experienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
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their intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
2 j/ ^6 v2 ^. L) d+ K; rIntuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a, Z- p6 Y/ h! M. N) Z) p
big impact on my work.
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6 Q' P! R% O& f5 X4 ^$ }* kgreat achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
$ T; ?, R4 D( T g8 A }6 o* B# WThey learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is1 U/ J* q ~ r( @' b" L
not. That’s the power of intuition and experiential wisdom.
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6 M! E2 a$ Q' e" a: P; j* JComing back after seven months in Indian villages, I saw the craziness of the Western
: N# A. q7 Z" \! c) ]world as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see7 ]2 R# ]" S/ A
how restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
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starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your" l7 `/ }+ z" b
mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much0 Z$ R5 E, J' [
more than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
# n3 `5 ^ b/ k/ W I$ H+ J1 Qme to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
2 G' }4 I# h* d7 V5 i# I$ k! llearned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet
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Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of( {4 C: T7 a" @, o+ h
followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
9 p0 M" F5 z9 U3 u5 xcenter there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann) Q [" N7 C# g8 Z7 s7 ^
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on
% ~7 M; R6 k) E% S6 f. K" cretreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would
3 i+ h# J- b/ u# qspeak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,
; Q5 n* N& j% Y4 Wand half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
. E0 x3 E" z; M) {kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s- P- W% N" F. T
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to; g! U; y$ T+ C
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
Q8 F5 {5 R0 q c3 @3 z! c. Zwhen it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus
L- Y" C e3 P L3 q1 oon our meditation.”4 H. n6 T( u, q" h- V9 g( N
; Q9 @/ V) ]8 ]9 u2 c, A9 fAs for Jobs, his devotion was intense. “He became really serious and self-important and2 `: q, Z& Z' T; o
just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost6 S. K5 c/ t& p
daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up$ b6 T7 b) |' H) L. {
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
, N& W$ E0 T3 c) q4 m- Yat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
; i0 t: ]5 u1 ?( `+ c, J7 Mhim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They5 w- N; z% B& N- A) r, l/ |
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but. G3 u1 o( _( |8 u: C* Q' x
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
% W) ?9 r h$ q# Eside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;) H; f$ ~9 w! I; W4 ?( }
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony.
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therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
0 _2 T7 R! q; \0 v# S5 r2 G# dpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that! o7 E. @9 S( e6 U2 q. a! o
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that; A2 I4 l: M* g! Z
they could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the6 r) Q# d6 a& U( |' {
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
3 f- ?6 U! X# @involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
# t% J$ t% X2 L- }was not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your* e X8 V: s/ _4 o+ h
eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”& i3 u& f( z6 J
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A group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old
( }0 m u( G9 A1 \% |( z+ z4 vhotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
: {- r& E/ }# A( dAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course( _) V! O$ c! q) c1 O8 p
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted" b6 n3 Z/ w% O3 m: H
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”5 t) a7 q$ |) M) ~5 F
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Jobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being! H: ?- Z* Y8 G$ w& j9 s
put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
. i7 h' M I8 ]8 [desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
* g; k: u. L* Q( b- F6 uHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
3 r3 `' E3 w' x6 F3 ostudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
I9 L0 G9 _7 ]7 _& T# r3 W( H8 Dhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want/ M O5 o9 {- I; n' v3 O( s4 g& p
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.
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“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth" _! Y% b- y( h3 p% l! y
Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs0 [ q6 ], D/ J8 o
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”
/ _' P" B( W' |3 N- t' D/ Zhe said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
) h% P& [4 W5 [5 T1 p3 b+ H* f0 G) I" babout being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal% h- I1 U2 v' ~8 Z* q
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his0 U/ k. ?1 a1 n
frustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been
" a& L I. o; B; K0 Sgiven up.”
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# O; u, l% J3 ]+ S) E5 b4 {% ]John Lennon had undergone the same primal scream therapy in 1970, and in December
G! c3 B0 W; `, m/ ^of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with0 k0 \9 S: K6 r% m' P
Lennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been
) _8 V( L% ]* g6 Z* J) wkilled when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,% O) E4 o L/ u9 _, ^% i
Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.
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* J! k9 ~( z5 m/ t. t3 E- \- VJobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-
3 e) Y, j) `9 Q5 q: H. Smade, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
* Y# D' R5 z2 P9 B7 z) w$ tobvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it
0 o1 J- H) ~6 I) mmade him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very # X' T0 f; B2 s/ D; \0 e/ n
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' e+ e3 v+ P8 e5 aabrasive personality, but there was a peace about him for a while. His confidence improved% x' v3 z) N; K s0 |, c
and his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.” @1 H% y! C" l1 L* D/ f
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Jobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus
0 l( R1 v# r2 C5 |push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke, ]5 G9 [% f1 V! y
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
$ _% x8 e4 P; ffriends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero$ m( J9 z7 Y' Q: q- R: F
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
" K$ F) A1 g0 C% @3 Ecome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though
0 ~: ? {+ S2 A. wshe didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
. E/ d; U# e9 P/ v+ {7 V6 _) Gbehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.3 R+ c, u* y- C. w& H
“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes. ?7 M& B, M% y( ]2 k! p/ \ v- Q
to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his. o- A0 T8 B5 l- {* N
life in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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It was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
: o6 Q) d' l J' Z, xyou trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should% h5 i H6 ?8 k; u* r' M# X( N# H6 u
happen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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, `# S1 E7 j6 C, ^( M0 T9 IOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne- P* B3 G* A: N0 U' O
burst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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. ]3 l2 P* M* D“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,6 ^% g0 K( Q+ G( r9 _' E' g( i
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.! d( @! E. V$ J" {2 D
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“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I
7 B+ |8 [% k) Y4 a" I* ssaid, sure!”/ f4 o+ v/ X; U6 y& M
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Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was0 P8 u6 ~/ _9 D; W8 K0 J0 v* ?" P% H' O1 ?
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out& U! X; z( f9 o0 o, ~
and play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,+ b; @# ^; j+ Y( Q% k+ Q5 X1 k
and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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9 Y6 s8 }0 b! _' a0 D9 sOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom3 C/ i* M1 S1 R; } X
that paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of1 D, a/ q9 q2 b; ^
competing against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick6 v# A; J$ k) X7 Y3 \# v
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
A4 k7 Y/ x" t) ]6 T2 t8 ?and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
9 i) ?% G! F: e( l& ~9 l$ xfewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he. e! n/ Z6 Q( {- C# U5 J
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I" B; T) [0 h- S) \* s) J
looked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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0 j+ N4 l4 m6 rWozniak was thrilled when Jobs asked him to help and proposed splitting the fee. “This+ _2 `( V! i$ O9 W6 T( u$ _: |
was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”
+ b$ p4 n5 y) B- ~- Vhe recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.$ x, `( a2 d$ l" f/ D
What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
/ H8 I" j: I1 k0 q# H$ G# J% nhe needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t" x+ _# H0 n" _! ]' B1 V: s
mention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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' T& F: P n* g5 F3 ]9 z“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
6 S; v+ O# s; T3 r9 f! ythought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he
/ r% D5 U3 A& E7 jstayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
6 g* k* `3 s r& X% M8 `9 Ohis design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
9 n! [/ u/ c5 _9 F( d/ o0 rnight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it
4 Q& m4 t# g4 C2 Z0 ~2 zby wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent1 ]' W7 P; i) A* u: k$ p4 v
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”
6 [; z* v* K% o! ?( F. yWozniak said.# f* @5 v& q, R
( w) Y" \. V, d- lAstonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only; z' N9 `" V) M9 y7 O! y% C
forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half4 ^4 f5 }$ T7 k
of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another* [; `- y: g8 d8 t$ I
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
8 o3 M& A/ ] B' a. v8 ^Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
, F, a: V; S! L6 b( mand he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there6 O2 R7 G5 R3 p/ V5 Y2 i
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If2 i6 Y$ D, H3 e8 n
he had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to
7 P5 r# P( ~3 j/ @) _7 o" k- ihim. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental$ T+ `6 F# U" I# n5 \; @2 Y
difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand& j; I/ G6 N3 T/ T7 I
why he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
; |2 L9 h1 _; h3 k“But, you know, people are different.”, g9 q0 Z% o; C( l# O7 N5 m* n4 x
5 L2 @- y1 {4 qWhen Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me
) u# L; E0 G7 H+ I! Fthat he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember
+ N$ f' w7 z3 f0 ~+ ]" R) cit, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
& U# ]7 U4 b1 D+ i, N+ ^6 R* E( }unusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I/ f+ ^* ^. Z" V) Q7 z3 A! G
gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
6 Y" q, h& D4 A8 M: Y' {8 _: istopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got u) K) q8 f7 |
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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2 S6 h1 d4 t3 M8 MWozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told1 L+ `. y4 q; G+ R7 a; g% ]8 N( G
me, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350
) }) j5 @3 f. D* Acheck.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember b; M+ K8 z& Z
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was a bonus for each chip they saved, and he just shook his head and then clucked his
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. X) X0 F+ x) v9 {: G; k c8 TWhatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a
7 O/ o. F- ?9 D! Ncomplex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
0 K3 j/ ?+ x7 U" v1 qmake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
, F6 O7 p2 x9 ralso could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
6 o4 C9 |( Y& h) `9 e2 [( D) kpoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”
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simplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron
S/ C- X% W% H( r- KWayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
& B& U7 V5 V/ r4 mtake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how, Z- y! M( I5 D- }
things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same$ w: [9 w b @3 L$ n4 R
driven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a
" i E! b( B, ?; |! K$ v; ^) `mentor for Jobs.”
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taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend* W5 w5 R) o5 s
to be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
/ ]$ Q" @( O; o9 v) E t) c) H# uflowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of. O9 @& i* l& Q! Z. |' C& F
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game$ G8 W* R/ a! `" N) M3 z
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,4 Q& \- R' R2 J
phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
3 p" Q& ^$ h. s+ O3 q: G. lconform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
Q0 h7 m' P$ d3 Tsubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;3 L" D2 V0 X$ B: S+ d
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,! ~6 o4 P0 F& b8 n) m
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken; \$ W# M4 j' m0 N
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became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
) P' C8 n* Q1 f; }3 z% F( _beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech/ D* J& [3 ?9 ?; k4 s
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
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and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.1 C2 F- z/ y1 j# j
This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
% \% ^) N1 u8 [5 H( ] S/ v" }embodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at* |) d( T& t4 e0 m2 I
Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just0 U4 d' S: o8 l+ U( [' @( K
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did the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.” f T$ u5 s [
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the
% g8 W. g& Q, wcounterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and0 Q: |4 L2 r3 x8 o$ w
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that- z V" m. E" ?8 x" n5 n& D, H
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An% O& G- k% k2 X
injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an7 |* m! G3 T) w. j
ironic phrase of the antiwar Left.
( Y; {: D" D& m4 CBut by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
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liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the/ v8 _& p- Y5 N3 q! P" M
computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard- v# P& z9 p8 X9 v0 ]3 `5 L8 H
Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the2 C& v/ X5 l( S5 P+ z7 k
cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
) T# u, l& |# A8 k3 H- s- |- w2 ]become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot! I- e2 l3 P2 n8 A2 C b+ C
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with
3 `6 |) J* W* j6 u" u- Hhim why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up5 @$ |- q, S, Y( e: A6 o
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
1 {! s' z+ O. b" R( bcentury were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because" E" R9 b# `! N' n& U. w" l
they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,
]5 L$ k$ T/ TGermany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
# Q$ \; l3 V! B: Q" Y! hanarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
* ]0 O+ @" b/ {) vOne person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause4 ~. ?! Q8 W- A6 h9 Y; J+ _0 R; L
with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
6 C7 i. ]4 r6 ]2 kmany decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto. U1 g( t5 z2 N, \1 W
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival," K2 Y' M1 q% o" L$ P2 f
appeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked
: p9 I/ [- d" awith Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies
! b2 h7 C- d$ l" Jcalled the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the* Y) U+ o* f7 a2 j: w/ H4 U; B$ I
embodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called& h( z- X. C- l6 Y
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That turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”
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tools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole
' A2 k0 B6 T9 q! REarth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
" |9 j1 z; E6 J/ z: D# b! p6 p6 Ysubtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be+ {2 x2 J( D& k1 W# |( S
our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
& |$ ?4 E+ k( X# T1 Q! q/ ]power is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own
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Tools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”
9 H* S" j2 ~3 W& EBuckminster Fuller followed with a poem that began: “I see God in the instruments and
1 m0 P$ d# Y7 X) X3 O! g2 Tmechanisms that work reliably.”
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- u% f9 A+ Q ^" }out in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
+ ~) e4 I; q* o, @then to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a
4 ?: _2 T* _3 Ephotograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking/ }6 q1 q# E! s. V* J8 K# ~4 O! l- a
on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
& o: x. Q! x# l2 V7 u' iBrand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog
0 ~& E5 ?: \& b3 ~' z" R' |+ msought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he3 W. k8 O, c" m. ]) k7 ?
said. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
& \( ?4 l- g% S0 e( nBrand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
/ O4 d* q" b: M& g0 wdedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch
) R; Y8 Q7 \4 j* @7 i& Mthe People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
; z+ A4 L) D# J' Torganization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
$ ? R! [. Y7 Z" e8 ]3 ~Wednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
" H, k6 D" e! a6 d8 ydecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—" Z- |& U L* r e: t K
just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for3 e- w N1 R+ a* y' S5 m- ?
hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the7 x% N; Y3 a+ C% d( r
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
/ @: N3 M% J( X; v, e, b" W" dlanguage, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
* `, t' Q2 n3 O& K# ^Altair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first p% e9 T6 T! p! X: s9 M- e6 i) ?1 B
meeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.
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computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
' c7 l5 E7 L7 }5 bJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
; v7 u4 k, O! Q1 W) D8 l( {# P7 nthe first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
$ @9 N$ R+ U4 a9 `0 I4 m- T3 ybuilding your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to- G$ E* F, W* D% X$ z e6 ^* c
come to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
n2 M9 O9 z8 u) m0 h! UAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed
/ z7 c1 _+ }) f" `to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”- q; ? c+ S; }3 `* \. K+ h0 f
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to
1 E7 S* p& t3 b5 d! a- O4 \being extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
+ d/ I* U4 H' `3 A- Kcalculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
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the specification sheet for a microprocessor.
7 \/ I4 S, V# X, G9 ?0 JAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing
! [) [5 v1 i) B/ M4 D- kunit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and
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a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
1 y c; d0 H! j6 p2 p: K5 D, Wcomputer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer
% _! Z* a8 }1 u* p/ j$ W. Ijust popped into my head,” he said. “That night, I started to sketch out on paper what would7 v& }2 ?; x! ^- h6 e
later become known as the Apple I.”
8 i4 g; V) i4 AAt first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.4 e! \! x* G0 `/ M7 }- M) t8 n$ C6 y
But each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.
! @# ~9 N% T* i# y3 Q" @/ U7 V$ nHe found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
; n: f* B- j, f: g7 P. wThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but
7 S. H2 _% C# i% a8 b" acost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.+ G6 G% a6 K: y$ b, l- K
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After work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to
% k1 p1 m& w9 Q& N- u! A5 Z9 jmoonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their
8 q/ ^( t% T1 k3 U6 W. k( qplacement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software
: t- f0 t/ Y# c- l9 ~ x3 Ithat would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
( R! W& v# u0 \" G6 I; lafford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he2 M! p' z& e- y8 @! f
was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters
: ~9 |5 J7 W Q) i! Cwere displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
- B" x& r& L3 n* Scomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a( C$ v) g, h' h }/ i- w) E
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, k- @- m, k6 T( [Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort
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4 N/ b9 D5 [0 N/ Inever have done that. I’m too shy.”
# _, ?# V# Y$ D/ O7 _Jobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and
' q" e( A1 Y) ^8 t( ]- q( M6 Zhelping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and. o5 V6 o9 [: W k {7 }- v
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
3 |) _* N% t3 M1 e3 N* J% J7 |with a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the
; {8 K4 q1 m0 P k3 z, Gmerger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering5 D& Y) g$ k$ Y4 Y- n1 U
school dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had( ]: l$ l% L& ^6 p8 P
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$ k; s I) `* K7 b2 F( Bmachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
- [1 k% F8 P" i* R9 Tin the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
5 ?4 s5 z( l% ythe club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
. i: M m: ?, k2 ` ]that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I4 q$ b% j! q) p
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completed their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
3 o9 V- v$ ^& U1 m( nHomebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what
5 O) i4 C0 M" _+ l$ g3 B$ g k8 lwould become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,, J: X/ O) B& B0 y2 M
most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
' O4 ~6 j2 m1 m" l4 X0 f' J" G- hfrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would$ v5 f7 F. U/ \; Q
appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”3 c" |- H) V. l8 {$ {
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Box or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies+ H5 y% B' j+ h' J. ?1 I6 a, X
of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs- ?1 b3 [8 y2 U% w. o6 q _
argued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of! K- ?) T8 F& j+ q, v" I! \. \2 n
their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make: a' r: C- |: a
money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
0 m* U- s! M7 a" C8 Ythat on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s
& m8 m- K8 Y" r# b1 l) thold them in the air and sell a few.’”
7 l$ V4 Z" v- aJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then" j7 `8 \: z3 n3 e( V" {* |( s
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could/ j8 w c! E$ @ a, G! ~. Y
sell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
& ^: W4 F% Q' Q3 m+ z! y7 Hcould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He
8 v! q$ J/ e6 b5 q! Iwas already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each
2 E4 b, ]; K" X. M/ w; ?0 R6 Wmonth in cash.5 ]* I6 M$ b9 c }1 A* _0 F+ S
Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make% `1 M5 l# T( ^( q: i
money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,( m8 L# z1 j& I, g7 v' X* ]. S
we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
( ^( ^0 d* K1 j' j$ zour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any! {2 V9 M! V+ l7 z/ A) `1 n
prospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two. G J+ ]; \$ N0 m, \' ?
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”9 A2 i: x6 f6 i; K- ^
In order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,8 Z7 ?! M- Y: ?" y! d
though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
2 m- h& }4 q" I8 e4 s1 J8 ^Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
2 H1 d6 i, F( A# s2 N1 kand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs./ A$ ^ w* y3 S* L4 c- s
Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
! l8 G$ u; R% P. D3 L G9 y$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own5 w$ h6 p$ J' E3 _. x! y
computer company.
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0 B" ?5 j; x$ K9 JNow that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
8 G- h* j3 q5 o1 P# U+ panother visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,% h8 G* ~/ ^% J5 c5 s3 v9 ]
and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied
+ G3 j6 N" x8 ?4 Y. \ H; baround options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some. y3 _! b' i" F' f
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal
2 P1 w) w, H' d. I2 MComputers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start * ^( \" R( b! [5 S! D
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